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Today was Graduation Day. Relatively painless in the end. Thankfully.

I think, the only time i felt really upset was when they played the first song. Not because of school-based reasons, rather because of personal happenings lately.

I sent (or should i say spammed) quite a few number of people on my trip to lunch with The Queen, Kae and David. A (slightly) suicidal sappy sounding message.

Anyway, it's been a crazy time here. I've met people, i've lost people, i've hurt people and i've got hurt. Despite it all, i wouldnt say it's been a waste of two years. Because cliches are hard truths bred with familiarity; till the end, i'll still say to myself, and to everyone else, it's alright, everything has been and will be alright.



I really wondered if i should've sent that to you too. You had meant so much more, and was really someone i thought i could trust; someone i thought who sincerely cared. Yet i think, of all the people i've met in this school. You're the one person out of class who caused me the most pain.

Yet i believe, that God will always have a lesson in store with everything that's done. And perhaps it's true, that there's beauty from pain. Hence i thank you, for the path walked, as painful as it might have been. And i really, do still love you.

DANIEL, i've grown up havent i ? Still being able to love after being hurt. I like this me, as hard as it can be loving, i want to continue doing so.


JOHANN the Baby Kangaroo, you're one of the reasons why i managed to survive all the politics, all the tears and all the madness; as much as i wish to deny it, as little as you might even know of. As i said for your birthday, despite always being a source of frustration, annoyance and aggravation, you have always having been there for me when i needed you. Thank you for being my strong tower; from back then till now. It's been almost 2 years and no, we're hardly alike. (:

FRUITIES, all in all, thank you for the year. It's been insanity in a butterscotch candy. Really, thank you so much for the year.



GOD has been gracious to me. Although i may only have gained a handful of love, knowing that they truly love means so much more to me that patronizing sympathy. Hence, this love, no matter how small, would be able to sustain me through all storms and all trials.